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My son Larry

他长的比爸爸好看，这让我对他有所期望，以为他会潇洒帅气。越长越大，我慢慢发觉基因的拷贝力量是很强大的，他的肢体动作和倔强，不修边幅越来越根深蒂固。他从来不挑剔衣服，只有一次在三角内裤和四角内裤进行选择。不会系鞋带，所以他的鞋子全是slip-in的，经常将衬衫和外套的领子掖在脖颈下面裤档拉链开着就出门了。他手舞足蹈的模样是他爸爸的翻版，机器人一样，可他满不在乎。

最近他每次做了clean up，我都会奖励他一个25分的硬币，积累多了他拿到学校去买cookie,尝到了货币交换的有趣，他越发的喜欢clean up. 妹妹也开始学她。

这天我在楼上，听到他们在楼下，他对妹妹说，好了，你把这些收拾好，我就奖励你5个penny,你可以拿着去买cookie.

Tree blossom

Location:Old Greenwich school

已经开始留恋这里了，三年我们搬了三个地方。这里最美，最便利。街道上的店铺，pizza店，bagel store,二手店，火车站，cvs便利店，服装店。。。

时间为什么过的那么快？我总觉得才刚刚搬到这里。如果能够找到合适的房子，想必我会在这里住一辈子了。

我们即将搬到更北的地方，冬天更漫长。很多不确定的因素左右着我的大脑。

Breakfast at Le Quotiden

Rye town,NY 也有一家。我喜欢他们的装修，让我somehow想起了风马牛不相及的南美绘画。咖啡杯子象我们的饭碗没有handle，别致但有些傻，洗手间里的音箱传来响亮的歌剧。

Location:Greenwich ave,United States

我知道

我知道你不讨厌我，只是觉得我不可理喻。

从虾米音乐，到唐不了图片，你是变着花样的玩文字游戏，你真暧昧。

我觉得你很虚伪，明明是没有话对我讲，却推脱说太忙，又说不想打扰我的平静生活。你知道我总是喜欢收到你的消息。

白日梦

生日那一天我到加油站，看到mega million已经积累到$240m, 于是心血来潮买了20张，就算走不了dog pooh-pooh 运，做个白日梦也无妨。我告诉Jeff我买了彩票，如果真能天上掉馅饼，不仅他一下少了我这个经济负担而且我还能成为他这个挣扎做起的基金银行的最大投资者，他说loser才玩这种不劳而获的游戏，中这种彩票的几率几乎跟不可能一样。

可谁知道呢，历史上那些中头彩的人知道自己会中吗？ 万一真的中奖了呢？

晚上，孩子都打起呼噜来，我简单洗洗涮涮，靠在枕头上。桌边拿起ipad,从壳子后面掏出四张纸头，然后把中奖号码的网页打开。

这二十行，每行五组数字一一对起来还很麻烦，我发现这些机器生成的数字一点人味儿也没有，那么多组合居然没有一个空格里的数字跟公布的号码里面的一组相同，就别说五组完全一样了。

最后一行还没有完全看仔细我的注意力就转移到电视上了，现在系列剧luck放的很火，Dustin Hoffman老了很多，他的角色很阴险，我其实更喜欢同时放映的另外一个系列剧，life is too short, Warwick Davis的亲身经历，他还没有到一米高，可他努力的活的精彩。

没有播放life is too short,遥控器在手上来回的按着，频道更换的瞬间我还是禁不住想如果我真得拥有$200m,我的生活该怎样。

我忽然觉得我会害怕拥有这么多钱，凭什么命运给我安排这些轻易得来得财富？我handle的了吗，如果这样得到了，可能那样就失去了，怎样失去，失去什么，不敢想。

唉，我忽然好像释然似的松了口气，幸亏命运不会安排给我这些我得能力不足以得到的东西。

这样想着我慢慢就进入梦乡了。

Drizzling, Portchester, NY

青岛阿姨夫妇带着两个孩子出门。一两个月不见，他们感叹孩子高了很多。

去whiteplans的路上，我特地在port chester停下，买我喜cappuccino.一号公路通过镇上最繁华的地方，这个小意大利餐馆在雨中看起来很安静。

他们有正宗的意大利熟食，间或出售应季的进口果蔬，当然少不了各种意大利面食。，外面有吃饭的地方可以点正餐，或者饮品面包之类。我总是通过人气来判断一个地方的吃食是不是正宗。有的门上贴着紫红色的zagat rated的标签不一定说明问题， 星期天的早晨，很多人家在这里brunch，大清早桌面摆着wine和夹着肉排的sandwich。

我喜欢逛面包店，但很少买，单是闻着香气看着新出炉的各种形状的热气腾腾的面包我就心生欢喜。那些成打买bagle的人临出门要带走我猜疑的目光，你们家要有多少壮年的吃客啊。

Saturday, Darien, cherry lawn park

只要是置身在户外，我就觉得对他们好。有阳光的好天气则是plus。看着他们这里玩玩那里玩玩，我在想到了newton,我肯定要开辟新的地方让他们玩，这至少是一两年才能完全熟悉一个陌生的地方。

不远处有个池塘有个人家在钓鱼，larry好奇的走过去，离得很近得贴上去看个究竟。一到这种情况，我是叫不走他，只好抽空做手势要离开。男人钓上几条活蹦乱跳得小鱼，象是市场上文昌鱼得样子与大小，青苔石板的颜色，紧接着被他的儿子放生了。这些鱼很幸运。
他们的大狗很通人性，仿佛认识我一样走到我身边，我连忙拍拍他的后脑勺。我喜欢这种短毛的大狗，憨厚可掬。






My mind is full of concerns on the moving.

Saturday morning

Watching Curious George. Today the temperature will drop some degree, the weather will feel like a normal spring.










这个地方不会住很久了，夜里我醒来，努力的想这些年我都住过那些地方，有时候我会想象从过去住过的那些房间里醒来的情形，卫生间的位置，衣物间的方向。我甚至想起我们短期住过的corporate apartment,那时我们刚从西费简陋的学生出租公寓出来，一切看起来都是新的好的。
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Location:Sound Beach Ave,,United States

Greg Maroney

Both his piano music and his words on his penal website, and this kind of picture bring me constant soothing time on this troublesome spring time.

Greg Maroney said

I have been asked many times what inspires me, where does the music come from, what drives me to create. Simple.

Nature. Wind, water, birds flying, plants growing, dogs barking, chickens squawking. The love of my wife. Listening to Vladimir Horowitz playing all the great classical composers. Or Robert Earl Keen singing Armadillo Jackal. Discovering Pink Floyd 20 years later. A great cup of coffee. Creating something with my own hands. Growing enough in the vegetable garden to share with friends and still have enough to then savor all winter. The sound of a freshly tuned tiller or chainsaw. The sound and feel of a freshly tuned piano. Building my barn with only hand tools. In short, all the usual things that surround us day to day.

I hope you find music in your world and your world in my music.

According to Pandora, He and his wife live in an old farmhouse in the country with 3 cats, 2 dogs, chickens, and his vegetable garden.

In south pennsylvania.
http://www.gregmaroney.com/

ferguson library In downtown stamford

The last time I visited this library is 11 years ago when we lived in local apartment. This place improved a lot, this used book store still here, as a pass-by from library lounge to Starbucks in the same building.


I still remember the days I spent on here, when I was at early 20 years old. I so much like walking . I usually walked long way from home to downtown , and took break at this library . I still remember an Asian guy in front desk. My unhappy experience with one manager in Starbucks for business table use, those fancy silly shows of sculpture here and there in this town.

Now I came for rental information, if we are lucky to find a place for short term stay, Larry and Vivi will finish their school till the end of semester .

We can stay longer before finally move to north .

He wrote and sent it to me last week

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Location:Mortimer Dr,,United States

I don't know why he suddenly sent me this he told me he wrote it that morning. Maybe he thought my birthday was coming, but he didn't know which exactly the day was.

Maybe unlike before, this year he didn't get my greeting for his birthday a week earlier , he suddenly feel lost. He realized I was the one truly kind to him, among all those women he met.

Maybe not.

I don't know, but I don't feel much about his poem. He's never done it before. But three years passed, I am not the one I was.

Not for him, for any other guys, from now on, I don't believe I will fall into love regardless anything. I lost faith on love.

Maybe I am just getting old enough to have a realistic attitude toward love. Nothing else.

I am 37 years old, being with no man, but doing well by now. I believe I can do better.

My GOD is being with me....

Today I am 37

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Happy birthday to myself!

Nobody remember my birthday except my father but I didn't call him. Some insignificant guy send greeting email, but he even doesnt know my name, must be an auto reminder.

Nothing to celebrate I am one year older, stepping into middle age, but no crisis, because crisis already happened .

Not sad, not happy, waiting the news to confirm my location change. I must be the biggest change in recent years. I Don't know what is waiting for in the future, but nothing to fear. I want to change and take all challenges and uncertainty this moving brings up to me.

If there IS right person in my life , I wish it's him which/who inspired me in my unconscious will as an invisible way and bring me to him by moving close to him.

I wish i can be Peaceful, graceful, and elegant.

My old well-worn iPad cover

I like this cover very much , but it seemed not used for advanced new iPads.


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Sunday, my last day of 36 years old

Wholefoods breakfast , they like bacon, but get enough very soon.


Leaping lizard. How many winter time we have had spent in this indoors playground? I don't know. Probably it's last time we came here.


Glenville elementary school.
Where larry attended kindergarten. He told me he wanted to visited our old places today. I thought it and agree, after we move to north, it will be just an old time in our memory.



Green grows out of those winter's grey. The flowers already show their beauty at this early time.


It's so sunny in the afternoon. The wind gently blows my hair. The sun generously heat up my back.
We just couldnt miss the good outdoor time, and stay here for about 2 hours.

Saturday march 17

Enter, it's not very far from our town, but the local traffic is pretty heavy after we got off from brooklyn bridge.


This museum is non profit , at such a multicultural and low income area. They receive much more complimentary review than manhattan child museum. It's a niceuseum.





Mexican bread factory lab.


Custum design at carribean native cultural room.


Me, I am too old to make a pretend-to-be-young photo.

Location:Riversville Rd,Greenwich,United States

We had fish last weekend

Daddy told me they had a GREAT meal in this place, and two kids eat out the WHOLE 笋壳，he told me I need to order at least two lbs to be enough for kids.
Then we came . The restaurant was pretty American-Chinese run by Cantonese. There are Big fish tank by the door which tells us they have live fish.
清蒸鱼is perfect well done for both times we visited these days.price is $$$, one not-as-heavy-as-they-declaimed cost $40, I got fish head and other parts involved too much bone. Kids clean all of it, even the soup.
I like it.



two days later we went again.

Location:Westchester Ave W,Purchase,United States

Sadness in subway

From ShenWei's web.

Julianne Moore & Sarah palin

我看过的演员最象角色的例子就是julianne Moore 演sarah palin. 看Game Change trailer 得时候，我一直以为是sarah palin演自己，后来觉得不对啊，一查原来不是。

Fort Lauderdale cold beach by Shen Wei

Didn't check his photo for a while and found his style changed.