Wednesday, June 09, 2010

My favorite man

He went to sail with another guy. From the picture, he didn't shave. He gained a bit weight in china, and got darker but healthier color on his face and arms. His smile always makes me feel he is so humble.

He should be picky on clothes, but won't concentrate on those expensive brands. He likes reading and writing, that is one of a lot of attractions which pulls my mind on him.

Some guys are book smart, such as my ex. Some are street smart, I can't think of any example. He is, if there is it, verbally smart. He doesn't talk much. When he texted me, I offten feel suprised by the words he chose.

He is not that handsome, well, maybe he think he is. He is tall. When I first met him at one quiet harbor , that was a windy night. He opened his big arms to hug me. I was a little shy and unnatural. I couldn't forget that night.

It's hard for me , at my 30s, to have a 18 year old girl's dream. But I just can not help myself falling into him.

9 comments:

花樹春天 said...

Wow~ I saw your new visitor counter, which is better~ya!

Shine~~ Love is the most abiding power of the world~by Martin Luther King

I think he must be a kind of mysterious guy and cannot be grasped easily~ that attracts you very much.

I love mysterious things~ more obscure, more I addicted to~~sometimes hard to pull myself together,it's painful really~ but we still enjoy immersing in this miserable ocean!!

To love and to be more brave~~~that's it.

花樹春天 said...

By the way, as you asked about my star sing~ I am interested in astrology and horoscorp, but have never studied it seriously.

I am Aries in 12th house, and I have 5-6 stars drop in this place. The ruler of 12th house is Pisce,so I am strongly affacted by Pisces. My Venus is also located in Pisces as well and have many aspects with Neptune, Uranus and Pluto. I am a strongly 12th house person, if you know what stands for 12 in astrology......you will know lots of my secret~ haaaa!!!

花樹春天 said...

In short, in my chart, the head of the 12th house is Pisces,that's why I have had so many special experiences with those who are this sign. And my Sun will shine in this field~ that's Wonderful~~ and I love my Neptune very much!!Which is the ruling planet of Pisces!

shine's blog said...

Jasmine,

(1)about horoscope and astrology.

I actually doesnot know much about other signs:)Maybe I know too much about my own signs.:)You should have more knowledge on this than me, by any means.

For same sign, male and female are somewhat different, that you should already know. This guy is also pisces.

I know two typical characteristics about female Aries, brave and persistance. Am I right?And also female Aries attends to build their career successfully, that is nice.:)

As to female Pisces, too much negative aspects, the most one is 痴情.

(2)about him, you are totally right.I will write more about him, but now I start to feel hopeless and helpless about loving him.

Because the more he feels I love him, the more he feels to ignore me. He does not reject me, but simplying ignoring me. That causes me a lot of pain on heart.

I guess at some extend, I should stop showing my enthusaism on him.

Sigh, I am an unsavable love dummy. Even my ex-husfand taught me how to deal with guys. too ironic:(

花樹春天 said...

How surprised~~I almost guessed and about to say he could have been a Pisces~~cool!!I can truely recognise that kind of smell.....through your words.

For me, they are my opponents(haaa, so I hoped I could understand them perfactly)~on the contrary, they are not as easy controlled as others.The best way is to let go~~ignore him...and as my comment at your another piece, you must be like the ocean......otherwise you will be suffering from being abandoned emotion. He didn't mean it,but would act like he could live without you.This is the worst part of it.

Actually I also have the weak points as Pisces female have, because my Venus is in Pisces(if you knew which sign your Venus is , you would have realized the patten of your emotion and both strong and weak traits of yourself). Accordingly, I can understand how you feel.But the Aries Sun and Taurus Mars offer me more power to cut it off.

Most of the time, it's extreme hard to jump out of the limit of ourselves, and you cannot easy to flee away the lingering romance from Pisces male. He makes you conflicted in both love and hatred.

You are a clever girl~ you know which way is better~~

花樹春天 said...

I have no intention to build a successful career, in fact i am not so into any types of work. Because my Sun is in 12th. As you know Aries female is like kids and keeps a very younger mind always.Apparently we are bright and like to laugh all the time, but inside of me is easy to feel mercy and sorrow, miserable.....

花樹春天 said...

先意識到自我,再對照星座,正確而有心理學依據的星象學說,發現自己,可以過得更好!!!!不要被一般的通俗語言誤導~~

Good luck for you~~

不好意思 我今天話很多

shine's blog said...

Jasmine,I will talk to you later.

shine's blog said...

Jasmine, 查双鱼男一下看到了这个帖子
http://bbs.sogou.com/338282/dMCR-4y8bG6HBAAAA.html

里面写了一句:。。。鱼男的暧昧。鱼本身吸引力似乎就很强(温柔沉默含蓄幽默魅力欲拒还迎)。。

这简直就对他的量身定做:)哎,很多人都说千万别爱上双鱼男,尤其是双鱼女,否则凶多吉少:)看来Jasmine你倒是可以试试,既然你能捉住双鱼男的软肋:)